Masa kecik-kecik dulu..

Rasa rindu...sangat masa kecik-kecik dulu, miss my companion...as I ade satu sister yang hampir sebaya with me. I miss my primary school,the freinds...miss foods that we used to have and almost everything la,

• I can still remeber, dulu2 sebab I dgn my sister sorang ni hampir2 sebaya, my mother used to dress us both just the same, and selalu kalau orang tanya my mother about us kembar ke tak?? My mother iye kan aje...I sendiri pon naik confuse masa tu...

• Dulu-dulu kalau masa weekend, my brother akan take charge g beli food for breakfast, sbb pasar pon tak jauh from our house, bila my brother tnya pasal apa yang kitorang nak...for sure I ngan my sister order roti gajah...so sweet...dulu ade satu roti (which is rasa dia mcm pau tapi x de inti) berbentuk gajah...ingt lagi dia warna pink..sukeee.

• The bedtime story dgn Tok, kalau nak tdo je mesti mintak dia cite, walaupun sometime dia dok ulang cite yang sama 5-6 kali. This situation last for so long. Kadang2 I balik cuti from boarding school pon dia kena gak bercerita before i tido, tp Tok tau her level of communication as i grew up, bila i dah kat secondary tu there's no more cite2 Pak Pandir and so, dia akan cite pasal adik beradik dia...lesson that i shud have learnt in life...best values and so....I miss Tok...

• everytime travel, be it long or short distance, kitorang slalu gaduh dalam kereta sbb masing2 nak tdo dengan spaciousnya mcm kat rumah, so my mother patiently advised us on how to arrange ourselves so that masing2 fair, other than that, kalau sampai umah dah malam mesti buat2 tdo.. sbb nnt my father will carry us to the bed...

• my father was a teacher, bila dia balik sekolah je kitorang mesti dapat something from him. kadang2 books, picture dictionary, colour pencils, and so on

• my mother used to kiss us on our forehead before dia tdo, at first i tak noticed, untill one day, waktu tu dah lewat we were still awake sambil tgk tv, bila dgr je kereta my father balik, I dgn my sister lintang pukang lari buat2 tdo kat bilik, sbb takut kena marah tdo lambat, pastu she came into our room and kissed us kat dahi....ever since then i perasan dia slalu buat mcm tu.....i miss tht .... :-(

• bila dah masuk primary school...being a kid...sangat susah nak makan pagi....am being too picky...ade saje alasan if my mother prepared sandwich, i tak akan makan sebab ade bawang....same with cekodok... the only favourite was roti yang ade cream kat dalam tu. pastu my mother nagging la....i still remember her words "takde org mati lagi makan bawang" hhehehe kelakar plak.. wonder gak how come i grow so big now, padahal dulu picky ni!

• The momet i always waited for was...masa Univ cuti, this time my brother akan balik dr UTM, and normally never empty handed....pastu this brother of mine suka bawak kitorang jalan2... the gap became wider bila dia dah further study kat US, and even more after he got married...

ish byk lagi la kalau nak list kat sini x tdo la i malam ni....but if only i could turn back the time....i wish I can repeat my childhood time...takde dah nak pikir pasal condept design submission...schematic design submission...macam skrg2 ni....best kan???

I LOVE THIS SUNDAY....

Hi….it’s Sunday again..
Strange tho…for a change, I like this Sunday…because…

1) I finished my task last Friday, so that my boss went to meet the client happily this morning without bugging me. It is good to have right people at the right place, so that work is properly planned and everything seems so managable

2) 2 CADS person seconded from Manila arrived here today. They r both good and helpful, they know what r they supposed to do with very minimal explanations, it lessen my burden

3) I’ve got my clothes for work sent for pressed last weekend, and it was nicely pressed. This will ease me every morning and I can wake up a little bit late as compared to before. Anna was the one who offered me the service since she needs some side income. I remember one ancient Chinese proverbs which means “it’s better to teach someone to fish rather than giving them the fishes”… no doubt I can do this chore but it is just a way of helping her ,plus she has done it nicely…so why not?? Thanks Anna!!

4) I had my room cleaned last Saturday after few weeks being left unattended. I hope I can maintain that…hehehe what a lazy me..

5) I’m getting closer to my trip!! Even though I haven’t fully prepared in term of packing and so…but am just too happy, because I just need a break!!

So tht’s about it….I LOVE THIS SUNDAY!!!

mmm....go figure!

I always put off the task nak update my blog, mlm ni terpanggil plak nak update despite I have nothing in mind nak cite pasal apa. For not knowing the reason why...mlm ni I feel sooo sad

Tried to analyse bila and kenapa...tp I just can't figure it out la..
Masa kat ofis td, I felt so bad and stupid... Been working on layout yg tak latest for few days, tup tup... khamis lps baru la Asst PM aku ckp..."Sorry Rosey...I passed u the wrong layout.." Adooiiii U know how much time I've been spending on these???!!! Gaduh pon x guna la kan?? Cause apa2 pon still aku jugak yang kena buat, I didnt blame him either....(tp yg pasti bukan benda tu yg buat aku sedih). I'm back to use MX, thuis time around i have to take lead, dulu masa dgn UK team, we have a very proper plan.... Skrg ni nampaknya i'm the one la yg kena set kan itu ini.... Rearrange semua input2 files so that it wont be so lengthy mcm yg ade skrg ni...slowly la..wht to do??

for the past 3 weeks, our weekend xtvt ialah makan dan makan dan makannnn je..

Initially it was at our place...upon Rizal's request sbb dia baru balik dr Nairobi and sempena menyambut our newly wed couple Syafie and Hani. Tht day kitorang masak nasik lemak and kueh2 tradisional (ewaahh...hebat bunyinya)

disebabkan makan2 tu utk breakfast, I ngan Zaireen pon tak banyak masa sgt,so we started bit by bit la... Buat mana2 yang patut dulu, started with karipap sardin as early as teusday kalau tak silap as well as rendang daging. The next day marinate ayam pastu the rest was on

Thursday and Friday morning...

Sedap x sedap terpaksa la diorang makan gak hehehehe

ni la gambar masa makan2 kat umah kitorang ari tu

the following week plak,makan2 kat rumah Syafie and Hani. Apart from us yang bujang2 they also invited jugak yang lain. Tp acara kemuncak dia tetap la kitorang yang sama jugak. The party started around 4pm and last us sampai lps maghrib jgk la. Thanks Hani and Syafie for the nice food and a very welcome invitation. We had a very nice time there!!kat rumah Syafie and Hani

Then the next host for our makan2 was Shamsul at his very cosy apartment kat West Bay. He indeed has a very nice apartment. Makan2 kat umah Shamsul was western menu. He called for pizza delivery as a main dish plus every each of us bawak pot luck skit2. We watched few movies there plus satu movie melayu...yeah indeed we longed for cite melayu after long while tak tengok. Overall it was very enjoying. Amik banyak sangat gambar and we also had a very gret time there. Thanks Shamsul for your warm welcome...Look forward to have it again in future hehehe

This is one of my fave pic

So far tu la xtvt kitorang for the past few weeks, not much other than get together and makan2 sbb skrg ni summer and sun is shinning bright everyday, nak kuar lunch pon berpikir-pikir. Nnt winter boleh la plan something outdoor. The night before we attended pot luck kat rumah Shamsul tu, part of us were invited to one birthday party kat rumah Dilla. She served a very nice nasi tomato and mee rebus.

and lastly we were dragged to one of the wedding kat Doha ni...bukan Qatari, tapi Filipino.

This was because our friend ade perform kat wedding tu...Si Rafi. Tersangat la bangganya dia dgn persembahan dia tu... Sayang nya gambar dia masa nyanyi satu pon x jadi, sbb katanya hasil kerja tangan saya yang cute dan lincah ni...hahaha I x tau guna camera u la...Sowey!!

ok la nak tdo dah, esok keje ni... lagi sepuluh minit lg nak pkl 12, si senah dah lama dah tdo....i just don't feel sleepy.... sedih lagi la...Nape ni??

N g A n T u K!!

Adoi ngantuk gila ni...... Ngantuk betul....

I NEED A BEAUTIFUL SLEEP!!

Sejak summer ni, sun rise sgt2 awal, pkl 3.15 am dah subuh dah, at least pkl 4.00 am nak kena bangun semayang subuh. Lps tu nak tido balik pon dah segar bugar plak rasa, nak lelap balik tu amik masa skit, bila terlelap dalam 10 - 20 minit je, dah kena bangun balik. Sebab tu la bila sampai ofis je, makan pg terlebih skit (*nota-blm lagi makan nasi lemak atau sewaktu dengannya) dah ngantuk. Di tambah pulak dengan servis (driver) I selalu datang awal... Walaupon keje masuk 7.30am, most of the time sampai mesti 5min before 7.00am. Tadi ni boleh orang dok discuss2 kat meja tepi ni I siap tersengguk! Meremang plak bulu roma, nasib baik x de org perasan, kalau tak sure kena tegur... Malluuuuu

Lama dah tak update blog, tak tau nak cite apa,tp this weekend ade makan2 lagi kat rumah we all. Makan-makan ni atas permintaan kaum Adam dan konon2 menyambut kepulangan pengantin baru (kwn kitorang yg baru kawen), sebab nanti nak introduce wife dia kat kitorang2 ni la. So menu utk this coming friday is nasi lemak dan kueh2 Malaysia yang senang dibuat hehehe, lantak la korang kalau x best pon nasib la kan, so para jemputan nnt, sila pastikan insuran korang semua cover kalau2 mati keracunan ke apa..hehe. Nnt wiken ni I update lagi dgn gambar2 juadah yang bakal membuka slera hahahaha...(ilang ngantuk aku!)

30+ WRITTEN BY A MAN, SENT BY A woman!!!!

Got this email from my friend....am so like it!!........check this out


This is for all you girls 30 years and over.... and for those who are turning 30, and for those who are scared of moving into their 30's...ANDfor guys who are scared of girls over 30!!!!... This was written by Andy Rooney from CBS 60 Minutes.

Andy Rooney says:
As I grow in age, I value women who are over 30 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why:
A woman over 30 will never wake you in the middle of the night to ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think.

If a woman over 30 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do. And, it'susually something more interesting.
A woman over 30 knows herself well enough to be assured in who she is,what she is, what she wants and from whom. Few women past the age of 30give a damn what you might think about her or what she's doing.

Women over 30 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, ifyou deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you, if they think they can get away with it.

Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated.

A woman over 30 has the self-assurance to introduce you to her women friends. A younger woman with a man will often ignore even her bestfriend because she doesn't trust the guy with other women.

Women over 30 couldn't care less if you're attracted to her friends because she knowsher friends won't betray her.
Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 30. They Always Know.

A woman over 30 looks good wearing bright red lipstick. This is not true of younger women.
Once you get past a wrinkle or two, a woman over 30 is far sexier than her younger counterpart.
Older women are forthright and honest. They'll tell you right off if you are a Jerk if you are acting like one! You don't ever have to wonderwhere you stand with her.


Yes, we praise women over 30 for a multitude of reasons. Unfortunately, it's not reciprocal. For every stunning, smart, well-coiffed hot womanof 30+, there is a bald, paunchy relic in yellow pants making a fool of himself with some 22-year-old waitress
Ladies, I apologize. For all those men who say, "Why buy the cow when you can get the milk for free". Here's an update for you.

Nowadays 80% of women are against marriage, why? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire Pig, just to get a little sausage!

mmm.....what eh? Just update

yuhuuuu....
kind of so fresh this morning, slept quite late, woke up quite early coz i need to wash my hair, strange tho.... x rasa ngantuk plak.
Had my dinner in Sri Kebaya last night with Bad, Kak Wa and a new guy who has just joined in Malaysian Community in Doha. He worked in Abu Dhabi, then moved to Dublin for two years and finally peek any chance here, as Doha is one of the least affected by the current economical crisis. According to him, he will bring his family here after he settle himself down in Doha.

My update?? Since I was called back to Lusail Office, I was not as occupied as I was with UK team before, Keje tu ade, but not as busy as before...I guess because we have enough man power now, as two CAD guys were seconded here from Eigen India...
Yesterday, x de kerja langsung...(huhu penat nak berlakon) as everybody was so busy preparing for the next coming extermal audit (especially those who related to documentation and paper works).

Ahaa...my sister, niece and nephew will be coming over to Doha next July. As nothing bothering me yesterday, i was figuring out where am i supposed to take them during their stay here, on top of that it will be in summer ffuuuhhh.... haven't got any good idea yet. Will ask around for any suggestion.

Other than that, there's nothing much new with me, just a normal days passing by. Zaireen is still in Malaysia, sorting her family matters out. Am sure she must be pretty busy as a lot of things she has to look after before she leave the family back to Doha.

Entry For A Dearest Friend...

I am always at a loss for words.I just don't know how to begin, it seems no such word that is most appropriate to express the feeling and sadness.
I was with her when she got this bad news. I was really shocked when she came in front of me and suddenly cried (out loud). I asked her WHY?, but all she did was still crying... I grabbed the phone and went away from the noise, I saw the screen displayed 'Haniz', I became so panicked, I was really hoping that the news that am gonna hear from the other end will not be as bad as it is beyond anything that I can ever expect.


I just can't concentrate myself,Haniz's voice on the phone seems so unclear to me. After few times asking for her to repeat...i finally hear...Kak Zila, tlg arrange flight balik utk Ayin, Papa dah takde... I was really in deep shock. Thousands of things flashed into my mind, be it stories about her father few days ago, until the figure of her father capturing the picture of me and her family in KLIA on our way back to Doha from our last vacation. God knows how deep does the news cut me...and what's more for her?



Knowing this situation won't allow her to make decision even for herself rationally, I consoled her and suggested that we have to start make a move to the airport. Called everybody related and prepare our self to go... Things wasn't as smooth as what we expected, due to Company Registration is currently in the renewal stage, we were having problem applying exit permit online. Various calls and effort that we have put in to make her attend her beloved father funeral, but...takdir Allah mengatasi segalanya. No choice that we have to wait until sunday.

I felt guilty somehow to Haniz for not making this up, but I have no choice that these are all beyond my expectation. How I wish I have a pair of wing to fly so that I can bring her home....



Zaireen I want u to know that.....

*i know this must be very hard for you to face, but for some reason God created this to be this way, be patient, Hope this will make us stronger.

*I know this is a very sad,there is obviously no good time or way for someone whom you care about to leave.That's why when I was with u, I never asked u to stop crying...and stop grieving of the loss, because if I were there in ur situation I might be worst than u were. Just give urself sometime and don't carried away....u have to wake up and be stronger than u were before

*Try to accept the fact that Allah loves him more than we do...Thar's why he was called to be with Him.

*When u say that you are not that strong, in my heart was saying that -Sis u are strong enough that u can make it up to here....Who says u r not???

*I was so loss of words during that time, I know there's nothing much that I can do or say to make u feel good, but i hope being around with u is the best that I can do to shoulder up your sadness.

* You have been so good, as perfect as a daughter can do. Am pretty sure that he must be very proud to have one like u, so that u can be a good example to the sisters.

*I know u are very strong,believe me ur father would be very glad to see that everything finally be so fine.....That's what he always wanted u to be since u were born into this world.

For Haniz.....(if only u read this)am so sorry for not making ur sis back on time...Thing were just beyond my control...am sorry...

For late En. Zainal...semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas roh beliau dan ditempatkan bersama sama or ang yang beriman...Ameen...Al Fatihah..