FEEL LOW

Nearly 5.30 pm just now, Mr Raed came to me..."Roze, can i have a minute?"
I followed him to his place, I have to sign on the copy of the letter to acknowledge the receipt. He told me...I feel bad Roze, i just don't feel good,but things like this happen. I was just looked at him, i craved a smile on my face and strongly says it going to be fine. After made myself understand the content of that letter, I signed...

I took my copy, fold it in the envelope, I took my bag and leave the office.
My service is waiting for me downstairs. I burst into tears... I feel so low..
Never in my life been treated this way,it really really hurts my dignity,I wish am next to anyone that can lend me a shoulder for me to cry.I continued crying... after awhile, i found a gut to call a friend, tried so much to sound better, but at some point i failed, i know part of it I choose it to be this way, I can choose not to be where i am right now, but I dunno how long i can last with tht,

as so far, i never regret with wht i have decided, but I regret it happened this way.
I know this happen for reason, I will try to discover the reason