Sunday, July 4, 2010

FEEL LOW

Nearly 5.30 pm just now, Mr Raed came to me..."Roze, can i have a minute?"
I followed him to his place, I have to sign on the copy of the letter to acknowledge the receipt. He told me...I feel bad Roze, i just don't feel good,but things like this happen. I was just looked at him, i craved a smile on my face and strongly says it going to be fine. After made myself understand the content of that letter, I signed...

I took my copy, fold it in the envelope, I took my bag and leave the office.
My service is waiting for me downstairs. I burst into tears... I feel so low..
Never in my life been treated this way,it really really hurts my dignity,I wish am next to anyone that can lend me a shoulder for me to cry.I continued crying... after awhile, i found a gut to call a friend, tried so much to sound better, but at some point i failed, i know part of it I choose it to be this way, I can choose not to be where i am right now, but I dunno how long i can last with tht,

as so far, i never regret with wht i have decided, but I regret it happened this way.
I know this happen for reason, I will try to discover the reason

5 comments:

ayin1911 said...

Sabar..ade hikmahnye nanti!!
jgn sedih2..arini kite g mkn besar lg eh??*wink*

Neny said...

Be tough dear...ada hikmah tu..and insyaallah mungkin ada yg lebih baik menanti lepas ni...

whitelighter said...

Zila,

Kalau permata tu, campak kat mana pun akan tetap jadi permata. U deserve better than that.

Anonymous said...

Very painful experience but good lesson learn for you. This will make you strong. I dah experience macam ni. Lesson learn, if the company extent your probation period then it is time to find a new job. Some company just to take advantage on you. After you have completed their project, out you go. Boss can say anything nice but at the end they will only think for them self only in order to save their job.

Be tough.

life according to gerberra said...

Thanks so much guys! i really appreciatte tht, in fact i have something waiting for me already